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 Addendum                                    Issue# 6  -  17th February 2002
 URL: http://members.optushome.com.au/addendum/
 Author : Steak
========================= oooo the pain! ===================================
I cannot sleep, I cannot even rest. All I can do is think about the emence
physical pain that I am in. All I can feel is that bloody toe. The only thing
stopping me cutting the dam thing off is the fact that it will hurt more if
I do that

The nail on my right big toe has decided to enter into the flesh surrounding
it. And it hurts, god does it hurt the only way to take my mind off the pain
is to write about it.

I have searched Phoenix's house in search of pain killers and I have found
three empty packets of Panadol with only one tablet in it. I took that

I am tempted to walk down to monash hospital to see if they can't give me
something for the pain but they will probably think I am some kind of junkie
looking for a fix. That would be typical

god this fucking hurts. all I want is relief, is that so much to ask? is it.
Is it so bad that i cannot have relief? I am in emence terror that my toe may
touch something and hurt even more.

I tried digging the nail out of my toe, but that didn’t work, apart from a lot
of screaming it didn't really accomplish much. It just made it hurt more. and
I feel that all I can do is feel the pain.

I'm tired but my body will not let me sleep. I cannot.

This is just the kind of thing that would happen to me. Loads of pain and no
way to stop it.

And its all my fault as well, if I didn't bite my toenails then none of this
would have happened. I would not be feeling like this.

Hmmph this isn’t helping anymore.

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 Addendum                                    Issue# 6 -  17th February 2002
 (C) Steak & Phoenix February 2002
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