======================================================================== Addendum URL: http://www.adden.tr.cx/ Issue# 48 : The thoughts of a non-sleeper 14th May 2002 Author: Steak ======================================================================== Not being able to sleep is weird, sitting up at 2:37am with nothing to do is at the least to say, boring SO I thought that I would share the random thoughts that come into my head with you my readers, if you don't like that sort of thing, or are offended by random anonymous thoughts then I suggest you go find a nice webpage about hamsters, ponies, or some other nice fluffy things. Its just random thoughts here, ramblings if you will nothing really interesting, just stuff. All because I can't sleep. I feel kind of cheated actually, I have been feeling tired for the few hours before I decided to go to bed, so tired in fact I could not do my studying properly, so I decided to go to bed, but as soon as I had no more was I tired, no more was I sleepy, I was just bored and unable to feel rested, instead I felt hot, annoyed and at a loose end so I could not sleep, I turned in that bloody washing machine cycle that I seem to get into so much when I can't sleep and I decided to vent my anger at my lack of melatonin here on the information super highway, isn't that a clique (sp?) phrase, so nineties, so dated. Like the words "web, chat and IRC" just buzzwords, popular for the time that the internet was fashionable, now all the people that got on the internet just because it was the cool thing to do are suddenly finding that it is just a communication device, not a fashion accessory, it is useless at that, people are realizing the potential wealth and amzingness that this huge network of computers has to offer, all us nerds and net veterans are shouting in unison "told you so!" But I guess that’s what happens with everything, it becomes fashionable for a fleeting moment then just becomes part of life, or fades out into nothing like most fashions. I can't stand fashion, it really is getting silly, and I thought it was weird with the space men like jackets that people used to ware. Now it seems fashionable to dress in skin-tight shirts and flares (70's anyone?!) I never really was one for fashion, I didn't really see the point in it I still don't, and even if I wanted a part in it I didn't have the money for it, fashionable stuff is always so expensive, just give me my cargo pants and t-shirt any day, you'll never catch me in a skintight shirt, no-sir-ee My fish can't sleep either, I just wrote this in my journal but I might as well write it again, it's a thought, are fish meant to sleep, I heard somewhere that they don’t, but they must. It is impertive that they sleep, maybe the just sleep for little bit's take naps, you know like a cat, cat naps, but fish naps. Not fish fingers, because fish don't have fingers. Michael is looking at me, now he has gone off to explorer the rock he has seen thousands of times a day, must suck to have a memory no longer than a second or so, oh well I guess that’s why they forget about sleeping... ======================================================================== Addendum (C) Steak May 2002 ========================================================================