............................................................................ ......::::..|...###.....###...###...###.....#######.....###......;;;;....... .....::::..-*-...###.....###..%##....###.....##..%##.....###....;;;;;;...... ....::::....|...##.##....#####%##...##.##....##...%##...##.##..;;;;;;;;..... .....::::......#######...##.#####..#######...##...%##..#######..;;;;;;...... ......::::....###...###..##...###.###...###..##..%##..###...###..;;####..... .............###.....######...%#####.....###############.....###..###.##.... *****###****###***********************************************###**#**##**** ## ## ### I S S U E # 0 5 9 0 5 - 1 3 - 0 0 ### #### ### # ### ####### #### ### "Angst, love, et al" ### ####### by Jennifer Simiele #### KRUEGER'S POEM I ran to you With tears in my eyes you engulfed me Close in your arms my fears faded And words that promised every thing would be alright You silenced my rage, fulfilled all desires My shinning prince in common clothes At any point you were all i needed you saved me from myself FUCKED I hate you because you used me and hurt me You lied, I thought you cared And I want to rip your heart out the way you did mine Then maybe I'll feel better I want to find someone new the way you did I'll make promises and break them, like you Maybe then I'll feel better, or not And I love you for all that you said How I can run to you and you make it all better Because you are my savior And you held me close I thought you cared I wanna be with you so badly Knowing all this, you used me And you fucked me But I love you and I thought you loved me too I thought you'd always be there But you're not And I hate you You brought me all this pain Lead to believe all your lies Fucked me over and over again EVIL TEASE I want to kiss every inch of your body Fell your hand inside mine Tight in your arms Hold me closer closer Until I can't breath And I'm suffocating within you Our hearts beat as one Because I love you But you don't It's all a lie Yet I can't cuz it feels to good to Ever Let Go KANSAS Paint a picture of endless hours spent lying in your arms Walking hand in hand through the sacred garden The sun warms our naked shoulders A scent of roses forever lingers in the air Colors of pink and violet dance on the horizon With a stretching blue sky that cures all sadness in my heart No one can harm us now No one can hurt us here **************************************************************************** # (c)2000 aNAda e'zine aNAda059 .*. by Jennifer Simiele # ............................................................................