Æ*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*Æ * __ __ * + _____ ____ ____ ______/ |_____ ____ ___ ______/ |___________ + * \__ \/ \ / __ \/ ___\ __\ \ _ \/ \/ ___\ __/__ \_ __ \ * + / __ \_ | \ /_/ >\__ \| | Y Y \<_> ) | \__ \| |\ ___/| | \/ + * (____ /_| /___ /____ >|__|__|_| /___/__| /___ >|__| \__ \|__| * + \/ \/____/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ + * 03.24.03 angstmonster issue 23 * Æ*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*Æ ¡edited (poorly) by gir¡ these protesters rule. 3 days ago 67% of people approved of the war today its up to 76% go go protests §+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++¡contents¡++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++§ + + + Brief words from gir + + Dejavu tildaq + + Story: The Prudes oregano + + THE ORANGE st0vbold + + Randy Sat Alone trilobyte + + THE PROTESTS tweak + + Things That Annoy Me ed + + Untitled john libertus austin + + Another night in the life... kool peith + + Surprise Me wayne + + Zombism's Biggest Mystery ascii bat + + THE RETURN OF ZHIXEL + + Frostfest ch33z-1t + + + §+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++¡contents¡++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++§ ten minutes before midnight and the quiet is just now interrupted by the sound of the emergency crews running to and fro getting bags ready and gravediggers digging fresh holes what they hear but you cannot is in the distance the sound of the waking of the angstmonster --------------- : Brief Words : : from gir : --------------- HI KIDS! DO YOU KNOW WHAT ANGST IS? DO YOU WANNA KICK MY FACE IN FOR BEING LATE AGAIN WITH THE RELEASE OF THIS THEME ISSUE? THAT'S A TYPE OF ANGST. THERE ARE ALL SORTS OF TYPES OF ANGST. MY ONLY WISH WAS THAT I HAD A TIME MACHINE AND COULD HAVE GONE BACK TO WHEN I WAS A LITTLE HIGH SCHOOLING BECAUSE I WAS FULL OF ANGST THEN, A FUZZY POTENT BALL OF ANGST THAT WANTED TO DESTROY! (ACTUALLY, I DIDN'T WANT TO DESTROY. I JUST WANTED TO BE UNDERSTOOD DAMNIT!) THAT'S ALL ANYONE WANTS THOUGH, TO BE UNDERSTOOD. SO IF YOU'RE CHILLING ALL UP IN A BALL OF ANGST, LISTENING TO YOUR NIRVANA OR YOUR NU METAL, YOU'RE PROBABLY ROCKING OUT ANGST STYLE. HELL, IF YOU SPEND ALL YOU'RE TIME WORKING ON A ZINE'S SPECIAL ISSUE AND YOU NEVER GET AROUND TO WRITING THINGS FOR IT EVEN THOUGH IT'S YOUR BABY THAT YOUR BIRTHED IN THE BACK OF AN ALLEY WITH A SCARY MAN TRYING TO GIVE YOU AN ABORTION WITH A COAT HANGER THAT HE PROBABLY STOLE FROM THE DISCOUNT CLOTHES RACKS AT THE GOODWILL DOWN THE STREET, THEN YOU'RE PROBABLY ANGSTY. SOME WOULD SAY THAT ANGST DRIVES PEOPLE TO BE ALL ARTSY AND CREATIVE, BECAUSE LIKE ANYTHING ELSE, IT'S AN EMOTION THAT BOTTLES UP INSIDE US LOOKING FOR A WAY TO BE RELEASED. "Hardcore art was an expression of angst." -Winston Smith FUCK YEAH, EZINES ARE HARDCORE ART. SO DON'T LET IT BEAT YOU UP TO MUCH, OTHERWISE YOU MIGHT REALLY ENJOY IT LIKE SOME DISSATISFIED CORPORATE SLAVE AND COME BACK TO USE LOOKING FOR UNITY BUT THE NEXT TIME AROUND WE'LL BE ALL GIDDY AND TFILE HAPPY LIKE WE DIDN'T KNOW NOTHING BOUT THIS ANGST THING ALL THE KIDS ARE DOING. ------------- : Dejavu : : by tildaq : ------------- DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE EVEERYONE FUCKING DIE! SADDAM HUSSIEN! YOU'RE DEAD! I'm going to personally walk right up to Saddam Hussein and look at him like I want to actually talk to him but really all I would like to do is smash a brick right thru his M-STASH thru the back of his shit-filled head. However I am going to give the little prick the benefit of the doubt and simply say, "did you have anything to do with 9/11" to which he will reply, "no" to which I will reply,"I DON'T GIVE A FUCK YOU'RE A FUCKING DICTATOR WHO RAPES AND KILLS AND LAUGHS AT AMERICA BECAUSE YOU THINK YOU WON THE GODDAMN WAR FROM '91 WELL I GOT NEWS FOR YA ASSHOLE, AMERICA'S BACK AND BETTER THAN EVER AND WE WON'T PUT UP WITH YOUR TYRANNICAL MANICAL BULLSHIT IN SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PLACE A EARTH YOU SON OF A BITCH!" and just when he opens his mouth to dribble out some bullshit about american deception and rhetoric I am going to (in random order): 1. First, kick him in the balls 2. Fourth, Pull out his front teeth very slowly 5. Third, smash his toes with an old rusty sledge hammer 4. Second, do an Irish jig on his head 3. Fifth, make a bong out of his penis of a country (that's right, the entire country will be converted into a bong!) After this whole ordeal I figured I would liberate the people of Iraq if they are still hanging around. I forgot to mention that I was going to press the end of a bazooka to Osama Bin Laden's face while he is asleep so that one side of his ugly face is slightly uncomfortable. I will then say, "I'll bet it was funny at the time that you realized that I am going to FUCKING MURDER YOU YOU SICK FUCKING BASTARD WHAT THE HELL WAS GOING THRU YOUR DEMENTED HEAD WHEN YOU CAME UP WITH THE WHOLE TERRORIST THING, NOT A GOOD LINE OF WORK WHERE I COME FROM ASS! AND I COME FROM AMERICA WHERE IF YOU PISS SOMEONE OFF, YOU PISS HIS FRIENDS OFF and WHEN YOU PISS OFF MORE PEOPLE THAN YOU CAN HANDLE YOU SHOULD PREPARE YOURSELF FOR AN ALL OUT WAR, WELL YOU HAVE PISSED OFF MY AMERICAN FRIENDS AND I WOULD LIKE THEM TO STAY ALIVE FOR ME TO MAKE FUN OF WHEN I AM WALKING DOWN MY STREET SO NOW YOU HAVE TO BE KILLED BY MY BAZOOKA YOU PIECE OF SHIT" BBBBAAAAAAMMMM! and that's how I would kill Osama Bin LADEN..... I would like to know how you and others would like to murder Saddam and OSAMA if you were given the chance....which may actually happen if you play your angsty-cards right. --------------------- : Story: The Prudes : : by oregano : --------------------- Those prudes in my office, I am going to show them a lesson, they all think they are so liberal and accepting, I play McLusky loud, it has the line one of their songs, "All your friends are cun-s, your mother is a bull dyke" for example and I play the song loud, too loud, loud enough to be heard outside my cubicle if the air venting is not on at the time, and no one says a word. But I will show them, I have plans. Like when it gets warmer outside, I plan to come to work not wearing any socks! Imagine how those prudes will react then! Take that, Mister Liberal! Or maybe I will wear a shirt that is a shade or two outside of the colors approved in the dress code. Lets see them stop me then. "Mr. oregano, well, we are not quite sure, but we think your shirt is not in the appropirate spectrum for the workplace, but we are not sure, lets run it through Photoshop and check the levels on the filters." And I'll tell them to scan their own shirts! Woo! Score, that will put them in shut-up mode. Man, I am really steamed, but knowing that I will get back at them, that makes it all worthwhile. --------------- : THE ORANGE : : by st0vbold : --------------- Ok, so the noble gir asked me to write something for this issue, and this is the best I could come up with. Afterall it's 2:30am. Bad grammar etc? Blame gir! :) I woke up and had this strange organic object in my hand.. I'd never seen anything quite like this before.. it opened it's eyes, looked at me and said; "How 'bout an orange?" I tried to think back on what I had been doing the night before but I couldn't remember a thing. Was I here, in the safety of my home, or was I out getting drunk? The last thing seemed obvious, so I looked back at this peculiar little object, which I still to this day haven't been able to identify. Could this all just be happening inside my head? It was a horrible sight, yet I dared not take my eyes off of it, because who knew what it was capable of. What was it? Where did it come from? Did it come in peace? Questions raced through my delirious mind, and I felt the bitter taste of vomit in the back of my throat. My eyes burned like hell. I turned my head and let the warm, bitter liquid leave my body. My throat burned as I threw up on my shoulder and the sheets. The smell became unbearable, and I decided to take this strange object up on his offer about the orange, as I figured that the strong smell would be enough to keep the bittersweet smell of vomit away. So I reached out for it. As I reached out, this.. this object dropped the juicy fruit in the palm of my hand. It felt rubbery and cold. Almost like the skin of a snake. I took a closer look at the orange, and I saw something written on the peel; +----------------------------------------+ | AO (ARTIFICIAL ORANGE) | | Ingredients: | | | | Recycled halalbutchered belgian earth- | | worms wrapped up in a bright orange | | coloured plastic wrapping. He won't | | notice the difference. | +----------------------------------------+ What the hell was this? I dared not look at the object again, so I closed my eyes and let my head rest on my vomit soaked shoulder. I felt a cold sweat break out on my forehead, and my heart started racing. What was happening to me? What is the meaning of this? It felt as if my head was going to explode. I couldn't do anything by hope what this thing would go away. I wanted to I died. ------------------- : Randy Sat Alone : : by trilobyte : ------------------- fay wasn't happy about her surroundings at her apartment. she was fed up with the bad attitudes that todd was exhibiting; he would roam around and scream about things like rice being left in the cooker, milk being left out of the refrigerator, cigarette butts on the floor, the television being left on ... todd wasn't in any place to complain, fay said, because he was just as much to blame as anyone else. in fact, todd would like to leave his cat in other peoples' rooms, not cleaning up the waste left behind. he would blare his video game music as loudly as possible to be able to hear every subtle nuance of the action. even at two o'clock in the morning. he would invite his friends over and they would throw wild cocaine-less parties, snorting pixy stix and leaving dusty powder everywhere. he was just as much to blame. one night, fay and todd were both excited about a rock show coming up at a local venue. fay wanted to go, todd wanted to go, and though they absolutely despised each other, they went as a pair. so did another friend of theirs, randy. fay and randy got along fine, so did randy and todd. it was uncomfortable, but at least everyone had their fallbacks. that night, fay and todd got incredibly drunk. randy had a bit to drink, but not enough to cloud his judgment, and all of them enjoyed the show as much as you'd imagine a rock show would entertain. they sat at the same table afterward, commiserating about the night's show, and how great the singer's pants were. "man, he was like, totally THERE, you know," todd said, as he took a sip of his beer. "yeah, man, i mean, it was like he was the greatest rock star ever, but you know, haha, those PANTS, haha," randy replied. "i don't know," said fay. both guys looked at her as if she had committed a felony. "what do you mean, '[you] don't know'?" randy asked, feigning concern. "well, i mean, he was like, sorta drunk up there, and he stumbled over some of the words of ... what's that song? 'pansy ass'? he stumbled over some of 'pansy ass' and that's one of my favorite songs. i don't know." "you don't know? YOU DON'T KNOW?" todd sputtered. saliva flew from his mouth. "you PRETEND to like this band, you think they're just the coolest thing, you say, you know, but then you come out here, and it's all about how the guy looks and how he's not that great of a singer, and i think you're just... just a fucking FLAKE! a fucking flake, that's all you are!" fay was taken aback. "a flake?" she was very offended. she truly liked the band, "grape harbor" was their name, she was a very big fan and had two of their posters. one had a picture of the lead singer wearing no shirt in front of a large orange backdrop, and the other hand the band all on a boat pretending to go fishing. "i am" -- she pointed at todd for emphasis -- "NOT" -- she spit -- "a flake." "yeah," todd responded, "you are the WORST flake, completely ... you buy all this organic ... food ..." randy butted in -- "guys," he said, but it didn't grab any attention -- "you smell like CHEESE all the time, you look like you've been rejected from the Siouxsie and the Banshees Fan Hall of Fame, you belong in a dumpster, and you, and you," he quickly took a sip of his beer, "you don't.. like the, uhh, band!" fay was disgruntled. she slammed her beer glass down hard and began to kick todd under the table. he tried to stop her by grabbing her boot but it just slipped out from his hand, and she began kicking him more. randy got into the mess, noticing that a desperate situation was about to erupt. he kicked with all his might, and managed to disrupt the physical abuse by entangling their legs in his. all knotted up, the situation began to calm. "so how 'bout them bears," randy said jokingly, to distract attention from the bitter dispute. "i don't like the bears," fay said, unwisely. "oh you DON'T, do you? you don't even like FOOTBALL!" todd stood up and shouted, leaning over the table, spitting in fay's face. "you've said yourself, you don't even like football at ALL, so how could you know anything about the bears?! how can you say that, when you don't even know??!" she began to cower. she stared into her beer and silence invaded the space. todd straightened up, patiently waiting for something to happen. randy thanked his lucky stars that everyone was calm for a moment and unwrapped his legs from fay's. "thank you," she said, with a quick glance in his direction. she then began to again stare silently into her beer. "well?" todd poked. "well WHAT?" fay looked up. "WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME? i can't just sit here and take everything you say, i don't want to put up with this! i have enough shit to deal with beyond your petty shit! you've got nothing to do but play your video games and bitch about what everybody else is doing, but you're no better!" "look at you," todd responded, "you're getting all worked up about this." he grinned, sat down, and took a sip from his beer. "i'm WHAT?" fay stood up. "*I'M* getting all worked up about this? you just sit there and act calm, mr. 'i don't understand social interaction.' i've got too much shit to deal with to put up with you anymore." "snotty pants." "SNOTTY PANTS? IS THAT THE BEST YOU CAN DO? COME ON, COME ON!!" "poop head." "POOP HEAD. yeah, that's REALLY GREAT." fay grabbed her beer and ran off to another table with people she supposedly knew. randy and todd sat awkwardly calm for a moment until randy spoke up: "yeah." todd looked over at him -- "yeah? don't you sit there and gloat, you didn't do shit back there. how could you just sit there and let me take that? what are you, reflective?" randy was surprised. "look, man, i --" "you call yourself my FRIEND?" he threw his hands up into the air and stared at randy. "shit, i can't take this anymore. you people drive me nuts!" he walked off to the bar and sat down next to some guy with a white beard who didn't say anything and didn't seem to care much, either. randy sat alone. ---------------- : THE PROTESTS : : by tweak : ---------------- It'd been raining since last night when the first attacks on Iraq were announced. My shoes were covered with a layer of mud and the extra squishy feeling provided me no comfort. So far, my opinion of war was stupid. I was convinced that the rain was some sort of metaphorical equivelant to the rain of doom the US decided to bless Iraq with. For a moment, I was too busy thinking about the holes in my shoes to worry about all the innocent victims of the attacks and that's when it happened: I stepped on a worm! I didn't mean to, my mind was elsewhere, I was distracted. Besides no one saw me do it, so I wouldn't have to worry about being found out. But the worm a few inches a way didn't seem to think so. He saw the whole thing and it looked like he was carrying a camera! Within a few moments, more worms started to squirm over the wet concrete and crowd around me. There was an uproar. I didn't even know that worms could make sounds, but here these worms were get riled up by the fact that I just managed to kill one of their brethren. Carefully falling to my knees, worms surrounding me, I begged for forgiveness. The worm with the camera began to take the tape out and destroyed it. I thanked him personally and got up to go about my day. That wasn't the last I saw of worms that day. Everywhere I went there were worms crawling along the sidewalks. I tried to count them all but there were just too many!!! I decided to ask the worm with the camera from early that day what was going on. "We're protesting the war." "Why?" "If chemical and biological weapons are used, humans aren't the only ones that suffer. People are so concerned about those things getting into their water sources. Before it does that, it goes through the ground which will affect us. Once you're leader declared war, many worm families got scared and took to the surface. It just happens that in addition to being scared of an attack, we are protesting." "How are you going to eat when you get hungry? If you're all afraid of the ground now." "We'll starve before we give up. If your leader doesn't realize how many lives he is impacting, then we don't wanna live in his soil." I thanked him again and wished him and all of his friends luck. Most people wouldn't even notice, since it was still raining and worms get flooded out of their homes anyways. My day went on. I went to class, ate some dinner, and the rain kept up. Before I sat down to write this file, I went back to visit the worms and their protests but to my horror, they were all dead. --------------- : Things That : : Annoy Me : : by ed : --------------- -when people you don't know walk past you with a smile or smirk on their face, they're not even smiling at you either, it's annoying, why are you fucking smiling to yourself? -people who throw up all over the hall toilets and leave that mess -dormitory hall janitors who don't say hello back ------------ : Untitled : : by John : : Libertus : : Austin : ------------ [Note: I found this hand written in a book while trashing. The author is on classmates.com in a San antonio HiS in '59 -voronika] It was a party you know the kind - The college kids members of a group Who don't give a damn and don't care who knows it Who knows their place in the cosmos and are sick with the knowledge Getting strange kicks (I've had a few - They're real) in strange ways Fast cars Cool jazz Stuff with a beat with a dull rhythm (I always thought it was the same principle as the chinese water torture, The retreat of a Generation who understood, and didn't want to - who saw through eyes - they wished were blind) So we chat about Freud And existentialism And the big lies And the little lies And the biggest of all The one that says we matter - Are we Bad? Are we Good? Does someone (Anyone, just anyone) care? We're scared - We're disappointed (you know how your skin toughens when it's continually prodded? It's called a callous.) We're developing a callous We're trying to shrug off our Hopelessness And so we get our kicks And Dad, we really blast And go on emotional Jags That leave us Beat And thinking (Lord, how it hurts to think) Well, at the party, as i said In Jim's pad, 14 floors off Terra Firma Leigh gets the bright idea Glancing out the window He points to the ledge beneath 14 floors of space below crowned with a 5 inch strip of concrete "You say you're not afraid of anything." He said I nodded "Well, can you walk along that ledge to the balcony? Just a 40 foot trip." "Why not?" I said And climbed out the window into a night of neon signs And taxi cabs And the cold twinkle of stars in the blackness above Above the cool, black sidewalk below And i walked along the edge (Small, 5 inch shadow along the big empty shadow at my side And the shadows seemed to mingle in one all inclusive night I put one foot before the other [God, how dark it is], one foot before the other) And then the slip And i grabbed at the wall behind me Which I couldn't hold And my feet went out from under me And I fell Gripping, as i did, the ledge with my fingers And i hung There, with my feet suspended Above the awful black And i remember thinking: "Things couldn't have gone this far, This can't be irrevocable - I must be able to do something!" One by one, my fingers lost their grip (God, The Blackness!) Until that last aching moment.... Then i fell into the dark ------------------ : Another night : : in the life... : : by kool peith : ------------------ Angst happened 15 minutes ago. I park my car across the highway from campus, so to not get a ticket for my permit-less car. I walk across the street on the crosswalk. A bookbag filled with 30 pounds of shit sags my bookbag. Its windy. Its late. I worked all day. Work sucked. Fuck this. I want to be home now. I want to go to sleep. I want to play counterstrike. I want to remove this day from my memory. Just walk home. So I'm thinking all that, when this Acura rolls up on my as I make my way across the crosswalk (Keep in mind that the road is 4 lanes wide). I'm not moving slowly at all, but I hear these people saying "Man, could he move any FUCKING SLOWER!" Yeah, the caps mean they yelled it. There were three other insults hurled before I flagrantly rotate ninety degrees to display a full frontal bird. Oh, boy, this was the biggest middle finger ever given! Within three nanoseconds or something the whole car of 4 or 5 rich white kids erupts in unconnected and illiterate strings of the words fuck and bitch. I don't know what exactly they had against me walking across the street, but I had to give them the middle finger, just to see what they would do. Its interesting how most people in America deal with things. Usually when confronted with ACTUAL CONFLICT, most white males from high income families seem to instantaneously de-evolve into 6 year olds having a temper tantrum with the testosterone of 10 fraternity brothers at a football game with strippers for the halftime show. Thats a lot of moronic shit, my friend. All I could compose myself to say was a few short words to deter the destruction of those boys' car/lives. "Is this the most serious situation you've ever been faced with? I'm walking in the crosswalk and you yell at me? Why don't you get out of your 2000 lb. Acura mommy got you and tell me I'm a faggot for walking to my face. Go home to your parents and call your girlfriends. Go brag about how you fucked some asshole up tonight. I'm sure she'll see the skin scraped off your knuckles." Oh man, do I dislike living in this country. I kinda say that in jest, because I know how well off I am here and how comfortable of a life I lead. But come on, All my life I've been taking this shit for riding my bike and walking places. Its the materialism... So who wants to tell me who had angst, and what the angst was? Check my take on it in the next issue; A critical look at angst in its most common forms. --------------- : Surprise Me : : by wayne : --------------- I WANT TO MAKE IT KNOWN THAT I DID NOT AGREE TO WRITING A FILE THAT IS NOT A FREESTYLE!!! Orchards full of earthquakes erupted while the planet shook in pain. NO BODY REALLY LIKES YOUR NUMBER ONE VOTED FRIES OF AMERICA! This last bit better be good. Fuck your system, I just pissed in its engine. ------------------- : Zombism's : : Biggest Mystery : : by ascii bat : ------------------- "PRISONER 45C11, You've got a phone call." "Hello?" "Yo Ascii Bat! Guess who!?!" "What do you want gir?" "Well you know, the big ANGST THEME ISSUE of Angstmonster is coming up and I was wondering if you'd wanna submit something." "I've got nothing..." "WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU'VE GOT NOTHING!?! YOU'RE A ZOMBIE AND YOU'RE IN JAIL! HOW COULD IT GET ANY MORE ANGSTY!?!" "Gir, do you know anything about zombies at all?" "Yes..." There was a pause. Finally I sigh. "Alright gir. I'll get something to you." "Do you wanna just give it to me over the phone and I'll transcribe it for you?" "Sure..." "Ok, GO!" "Much to the dismay of gir and everyone else, I am not an angsty zombie. Given my situation I can understand where an extra punch of angst might be needed, but that's not how it goes. As an advocator of Zombism, I am one with all rotted flesh and do not worry about my own." "WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT A ZOMBIE RELIGION!? HOW CAN ZOMBIES HAVE RELIGION WHEN THEY DON'T HAVE SOULS!?" "Did you ever think that the soul was overrated? Maybe the flesh is the most important part. Maybe there's something else about the makeup of humanoids that is even more important." "Like what?" "That's for you to figure out gir. My time on the phone is ending, they're doing cell inspections and I have to hide my stash of brains." "Wait a minute, it's brains isn't it!?!" "Maybe next time, you'll find out gir. Keep in touch." -------------- : THE RETURN : : OF ZHIXEL : -------------- It's the angst issue! Yeah! And I'm gonna give some of the angstiest angsty teen angst EVER put down on text for you to lovingly devour. If nobody commits suicide from reading this shit, I'll be completely disapointed. Beforehand though, I feel it is my duty as a herald of angst and an angstmonster writer to explain my extended vacation from writing. My last article for angstmonster was in #17, the infamous LAST ISSUE EVER. No one informed me that this wasn't true and that we were coming back from the dead like some literary zombies. Gir only recently bothered to track me down to my secret villa in the mountains of Germany. I'm not sure how he got past my robot attack ninjas, but as he lay there, his leg being gnawed on by one of my guard dogs, he asked me if I had anything to contribute to angstmonsters ANGST issue. I was caught off guard by his request, thinking angstmonster was gone for good, so all I could do was dig up some sad, partially IRC influenced haiku I wrote as a teenager. Enjoy. x.x.x.x.x. BRING IT ON HAIKU STYLE .x.x.x.x.x Your ignorance hurts I am driven by my pain I want it to stop Talking of nothing Inane babbling fills ears I am going mad zhix the magic cat is learning to use his claws exercise caution I hate all of you Where is a large shard of glass to thrust myself on? Rendered with no voice My screaming falls on deaf ears We are all doomed I live on a farm Dairy cows will get milked work will never end Gwen is now Salix Leading vast nanotech armys Bow to her splendor Skrike is a raver I am in phear of his pants They are amazing. barkode has red hair he's sending people flowers zhix doesn't get it. you drive a beetle it's silver and very fast I really dig it patch will give backrubs but she will also flip zhix off very confusing --------------- : Frostfest : : by ch33z-1t : --------------- As you may have heard before, gir and I tried out being speaker salesmen. Speaker selling is the hardest profession that one can be in. This is my speaker-filled story of the "Frostfest" of 2003. I wake up at 4:20 to take a shower and to get to Roadie's by 5:00. This being a problem for me, considering I usually am up by 8. We bring our millions of speakers in, knowing we will sell them all, I mean who goes to a Hamfest and doesn't want to buy speakers? I'll tell you, EVERYONE!!! No one wanted to buy our speakers. We started at 15 dollars for a pair, including power supply, which is a reasonable price considering they sell for 40 dollars in stores. This price dropped quick, as no one bought any for many hours. People came up and asked about the speakers just to piss us off. We had this one guy who kept hanging around looking at our speakers. He obviously wanted to buy a pair, but he kept taunting us. Poking and prodding at our merchandise. I think I knew he was fucking with us when he picked up a sound card. I promptly responded to this by saying "You know that goes great with a pair of speakers!" He looked at me with hell in his eyes and then he jumped over the table and bashed my head in with his T.X. corroborator. He was relentless, it was awful. After he was wrestled to the ground, by a midget with down syndrome, wearing a nurse's uniform, I was able to sell speakers again. At this time the price was all the way down to 5 dollars. Still no one would buy any speakers. We even made signs promoting angstmonster and no one even cared. Then it happened, an old man came up and I burst out with "Are you tired of your wife's saggy breasts? If so, stop and buy a pair of speakers for 5 dollars." He stopped and gave me the look of evil, then puzzled he said "Did you say a pair of sneakers form 5 dollars?" "Nope, I said speakers" "Oh" "Pretty hard to walk away from a deal like that." While walking away, he muttered "Yep, it is." This really pissed me off. We still hadn't sold a pair, so we dropped the price yet again. This time it was dropped to 2 dollars, which turned out to be the moving price. We ended up selling three pairs by the end of the fest. Then this french bastard comes up and says he wants to buy 12 pairs and he wanted a deal. I wanted to beat the shit out of the guy, but Roadie held me back. We ended up selling him 9 pairs for 15 dollars. I felt dirty, that guy should have been charged more for being a frenchie. Gir and I failed as speaker salesman. We brought in a little over 20 dollars in speaker sales. What a piece of shit business, how could you ever want to live in a world where people don't want speakers? I hope I never have to be a part of that place. Though I feel that in 10 years, people will just stop needing speakers. Gir and I will die and angstmonster will follow suite. If you don't want this to happen. Please send Gir money over paypal and we will send you a complimentary mint. THE ANGST MAY END WITH THE NOBLE TRUTH! yea, there on the second day did monster lie with lover and it was good then on the night of the second day did lover say to monster you never write textfiles for me and monster did say to lover I only write for the people and then all was good the end æææææææææææææææææææ æ Æfterthought(s) æ æææææææææææææææææaæ A couple years ago on New Years Eve, Papa Roach played a party at MTV Studios. They covered Nirvana's "Lithium" and later the lead singer said "If it wasn't for Nirvana, bands like us wouldn't be here." What he meant to say was "HI! FEEL MY PAIN! NO WAIT! YOU CAN'T FEEL MY PAIN BECAUSE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, YOU DON'T... UNDERSTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND!" I proceeded to jump through my tv set and kick him in the face. I then gave him this advice. "DON'T YOU EVER COVER NIRVANA AGAIN! I WILL PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE WITH MY FUCKING GUN!" To my knowledge, they haven't played a Nirvana tune since. But don't worry, in two weeks, we'll all be back to our normal selves. _____ / |\ |\ /\ |\ | \ | | |/ |/ < > |/ | * / |_| | | \/ |\ | * http://www.bubblemonkey.org/cheesencrackers/ !CHEESENCRACKERS! http://www.neo-comintern.com *THE NEO-COMINTERN* http://turd.angstmonster.org THE UNDEAD RISE, DAMMIT! http://www.textscene.com CURRENT TEXTFILE SCENE ?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿? What you have just read was a step into the unknown spontaneous and poorly edited thoughts for sharing collectively known as "Angstmonster." All thoughts on the matter can be sent to or you can just visit the site http://www.angstmonster.org and see what you think. Submissions of all sorts are welcome! 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