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TELL ME. social deviants. rat-bastards. especially that mindcrime. he's a fathead. he should have several black men with bats enter his room in the dead of night and beat the piss out of him. that butt pirating ansi queer. who wastes that much time on colored blocks anyhow? ------ -(art) - ------------------------------------(icle)----------------+ "the show: the barrier of cotton candy & a tale of two cities." by cerkit i wish i could wash away the pain. it sticks around like that lampshade you never get rid of. it's a table with three legs. it's the driver without the passenger. it's the nothing, you provide that seems to worry me. it's the static on radio and the grey on the television, that leads me to the same stressful thoughts, everytime. it's not being sure where to put a period, comma or exclamation point. it's the verbal adjectivalisms that expand the uselessness of the decade. on the wet waters of the browning winter park, and the large gun in the driveway. it's the suitcase of memories. i want them to lose my luggage. it's the parking nature of the ache that pretends it's always leaving but invite itself all the time., that makes me surer and surer this emptiness won't exit. it's the part of me that died that day. it's the part of me i lost. it's the part of me that was interesting, that kept me breathing. it's the very core of our being. it's the finale to the ballet danced with violent intentions. it's the horrible sears catalog you throw away. it's the education you'll never have. it's. he's dead, and i'm the alive, one.. . or is it, the opposite. the dark always finds it's way home. it's the show. friends. ------ -(art) - ------------------------------------(icle)----------------+ "the more-over: I'M so mcdonalds." by cerkit kindof wanted to tell you today, how great last night was until i relized how long distance a call that would of been. think god would accept collect? i wonder. sometimes i dream about the past. i run from the future and hide in corners most of you denie exist. you laugh in your temple of happiness and question my smiling eyes, where the dead live. why? can't you accept my deception of loyalty and find the pain i left behind for you? inherit the aged reputation of depression and the distinction of loss, and become. call to me. and you will find that i was always there, but now, i cannot be. to you. i say goodbye. more-ever, it be forever. and i'm so mcdonalds. ------ -(art) - ------------------------------------(icle)----------------+ "the nothing that lives and breathes" by cerkit it's here. the pain lingers on. the nothing that resides in your soul, asleep, it heres the bells and music and doesn't want to wake up. he's futile and dormant for so long you forget he exists. but he's there. sleeping. waiting. watching. sneaking. leaching from your very existence the things you hold most dear. he's got a long black snout and a grey tongue, his hair is green and the monster has these.. . these beady red eyes, that he focuses on you, and he can see right through you. he growls and builds his empire for an enternity. the nothing that comes, is being born within me. and he, is coming today. he's waking up to take part in my festival of anguish. he's the cause. but like i said, the bells and music won't wake him. he's the nothing that lives nd breathes. ------ -(art) - ------------------------------------(icle)----------------+ "gcc -o cerkit cerkit.c" by cerkit ld: no input files exist ------ -(good) - ------------------------------------(bye)----------------+ you fucking worthless, rat-bastard-ass, dicknose fucking retarded, ugly, shithead, fuckface-ass friend. whats up? i hope you fucking eat a fucking bullet, you fucking queer ass fucking episode of gilligan's-island- mentatlity style asshair, homie of mine. get between the sheets.. . of metal and let hit this button. i wanna compress your body so thin i can pull out your soul and spit on your flattened face. i wanna shove this fucking monitor down your throat, and tell you i love you. cuz i'm the liar you likes to hate. you fucking knocked-need, keyboard-jockey. social-lifeless fucking punkbitch. ass-crack. anal cavity. fucking pussy. hoe. skeez. skank. nigger. gook. whop. queer. bitch. lamer. kyke. dyke. slut. fucker. me. +--------- - - --- - - - ------------------+ ------ - ---- -- -- (c)opyrightù1996. icon inc.