ßÛÜ ÛÜ Û ÜßßßÜ ÜßÛßßßß Û ÛßßÜßßÛ ÜßßßÜ Û ßÛÜ ßÜ ÜßßßÜ Û Û Û Û Û Û Û Û Û Û Û Û Û Û Û Û Û Û Û ßßÜÜ ÜÛÜÜ Û Û ßßÜÜ Û Û Û Û Û Û Û Û Û ß Û Û Û Û Û Û Û Û Û Û Üß Üß ßÜ ßÜÜÜÜß Üß ßÜ ÜÛÜ ßÜÜÜÜß ßÜ Üß ßÜß ßÜÜÜÜß Issue 2 Feb 1995 Price: (FUCKING FREE ELECTRONICALLY) The publisher, distribution site(s), and authors contributing to Misfits Inc. are protected by the Bill of Rights in the U.S. Constitution, which specifically protects freedom of speech and freedom of the press. The information provided in this magazine for informational and entertainment purposes only, and the publisher, distribution site(s) and authors are not responsible for any problems resulting from the use or misuse of this information. Nor are we responsible for consequences resulting from authors' actions. Ok well it looks like time for the intro letter from the editor that is almost obligatory for any little E-Zine like this. Well This is issue one and a first for me. I'm the SysOp of Ahead of My Time BBS in Paris TN. The # is 901-642-9290 you should be able to get all the most recent issues from my board as soon as they come out. I hope to be able to get out an issue once a month but depending on how many contributions I have any given month I may or may not be able to keep this schedule up. This 1st issue is mostly my own writings and those of a few friends as well as "found articles". I hope everyone enjoys issue one and if you don't well tough shit. =============================================================================== Guide lines for contributions to Misfits Inc.: Well really there are none. That was easy wasn't it. But seriously I plan to print almost anything that comes my way. Now how can you get it to me? Well the best only way is via my BBS, Ahead of My Time, at 901-642-9290 in either plain ASCII text or Word Perfect 5.1 of 5.0 format. If you use WP 6 save it as a 5.1 file because I refuse to change now that I have gotten used to 5.1 and relearn all the commands when I could be doing something constructive with my time. Thanx for considering MI. I am also looking for permanent writers that will supply 1+ articles per month on a topic of their choice (fiction,life,poetry,whatever). Please get in touch w/ me the same way as above. I'm also looking for distro sites. In the beginning anyway you will have to be willing to call in to get your own copies of all new files once a month. I am looking for couriers as well. Anyone interested in moving a few copies around the country for me? If you are interested in any of the above leave me a message on AOMT 901.642.9290. ============================================================================== Leaving I open the door, blinded by sunlight. I look around, make sure all is right. Knowing that Time always, is running out. I stop, and for a moment think. There are so many things to worry about. So many things trying to make me sink. I worry about life. I worry about strife. I worry about morality. I worry aobut mortality. I worry about death. I worry about afterlife. All this as behind me, the door closes with cold finality. Charles Moore 10-6-92 ============================================================================== The Joker The fool sits calmly on his rear, The king screaming and cussing. The fool mimics with devilish lear. The court was in quite a feud. They mumbling and even fussing Their remarks are somewhat leud. The jester sits with a smile. The court and king rant and rave. The maids are a-blush all the while. The guards fear to cause a fray. The knights are out with lives to save On this dreary November day. The joker stands and claps. The king is quite wrathful. Trying to quiet the bloody chaps. The king screams Off with their heads. The guards run forth to kill The servants await to collect the dead. The farceur calls for a halt. The court stops, then laughs. The guards move on, they see no fault. The court continues bickering. A guard draws sword, another readies ax. The maidens hide their faces, snickering. The comedian grabs a blade And slays the ireate king! A scream from a maid. The guards all freeze. The silence echos with a ring As the king falls with a weeze. The entertainer gives the blade a fling. The maidens faint one by one. The joker says Now I am king. So they had a king who was a fool What a jolly bit of fun! It turned many a head; this rule. Charles Moore 5-24-91 ============================================================================== The Guard Standing watch over all Standing stiff, resolute With his halbred in hand Never budging not a twitch Standing proud, standing tall Listening quietly without rebuke To the raving of a man Called a warlock, called a witch The witch is chained to a wall His smell made one wish to puke. Once mighty, but no longer grand Caught by a sneaky snitch. The guard watched it all: Inquisitor's trial a fluke Merely wanting his land They called him a witch Taken from his herb stall The land given to the Duke Into a cell he was crammed From rich to poor a big switch. Inquisitor took him off the wall Never touching him (he wore only soot) Once cut, his blood flowed like hour glass sand The man fell, and began to twitch. The guard stood and watched the fall. The man from the wall died that day But the warlock didn't die at all Swapped minds with a guard and got away. Charles Moore 1-7-92 ============================================================================== WALKING THROUGH DAYS OF DARKNESS, NOT KNOWING WHO I AM, NOT KNOWING RIGHT FROM WRONG. LIVING EACH DAY IN A STATE OF CONFUSION, LIVING EACH DAY NOT KNOWING WHAT LIES AHEAD, LIVING EACH DAY TRYING TO REMEMBER THE PAST AND NOT THINKING OF THE FUTURE. FEELINGS OF ANGER AND CONFUSION ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEAD, FEELINGS OF PEACE AND SOUNDNESS NEVER COME TO ME. -Mondo Boss ============================================================================== "LAST NIGHT" LAST NIGHT WAS A MAGICAL NIGHT. LAST NIGHT BROUGHT TEARS TONIGHT. TONIGHT MADE LAST NIGHT BE THE LAST. TONIGHT BROUGHT BACK EVERYTHING FROM THE PAST. THE PAST IS NOW IN THE FUTURE. THE PAST IS NOW LAST NIGHT. FUTURE, WHAT FUTURE? TONIGHT KILLED THE FUTURE. THINK OF ME AND THINK OF LAST NIGHT. WANT TO BE WITH ME REMEMBER TONIGHT. TONIGHT HAS SHRED ME FROM YOUR LIFE. TOMARROW WILL BE ANOTHER NIGHT AND TONIGHT WILL BE IN THE PAST. -Mondo Boss ============================================================================== Walking through the darkness of life Trying to discover who and what I am Receiving looks of anger, receiving looks of hate Trying to forgive but can't forget -Mondo Boss ============================================================================== My eyes are filled with darkness My heart is filled with hate My soul is filled with blackness I feel nothing but anger and desperation I feel I'm in isolation -Mondo Boss ============================================================================== Trying to love you But you wont let me. I tried to forget about you But I couldn't. Every tear I cry is for you But their in vein. Every dream I dream is about you But it's never the same. I feel I'm lost without you But it would be the same having you. My soul is straying, My heart is dying But it doesn't matter 'cause I no longer matter..... -Mondo Boss ============================================================================== Walking thrue the darkness of life Trying to discover who and what I am Receiving looks of anger, receiving looks of hate Trying to forgive But can't even forget.... -Mondo Boss ============================================================================== DYING IS COMING CLOSER TO REALITY FOR ME MY MEMORIES OF YOU ARE SLOWLY FADING AWAY TO CARE, TO LOVE IS ALL I WANTED TO DO I'D KILL FOR YOU, I'D DIE FOR YOU Mondo Boss ============================================================================== These tears of blood slowly run down my face The blackness of your heart is taking over my life Death is the only isolation that can save me from you You showed me love then hate. Hate is all I see now You gave me the kiss of death Everyone said that your love wasn't true My heart made me blind, BLind to you I see know what you are but it doesn't matter The love we shared the deception in our lives The decetion that you portrayed as love Love that was not their The love you shoed was not true I'm calling for help The only help that can save me is the love you can't show These dreams that keep me from dying are the same that keep me from living You brought me down you picked me up you lyied You have the hate that I must posses. -Mondo Boss ============================================================================== days of darkness nights of light looking for love finding hate leading myself to heart break looking for sanction inside you -Mondo Boss ============================================================================== through the darkest of nights and the blackest of hates my consecrated heart has been shattered my love for you is decaying my dreams of your love is slowly turning into nightmares my thoughts of you are slowly turning into anger i'm starting to detest everything that i once thought you stood for i guess i should go on with what is left of my life i hope and pray that one day you will understand what you meant to me in this world full of hate and isolation our "love" is no more desperation is all i have left in this life set me free so i can go on By Garrie Wilson ============================================================================== Dreaming of fear while I'm lying here. Not knowing what to do, not knowing who to trust, not knowing who to beleive. My mind is cluttered with thoughts of love and hate. Trained to forgive although I shouldn't. Being around you keeps me alive, even though, it breaks my heart and dries my soul. Forever thinking of you, forever in my dreams. A kiss from you would purify my body and make me whole. Lost in your eyes forever, looking for sanction. Forever in love, forever in truth, forever thinking of you. -Mondo Boss ============================================================================== as i sit here thinking of you, i'm doing all i can to keep the tears back i haven't figured out what i'm going to do now that i no longer have you i looked forward each day to hear your voice each time the phone rings i hope and pray that it will be you but it never is each day i go on praying that i will have you i know that it is pretty hopless and that i have lost you forever -Mondo Boss- ============================================================================== I wanna kill I wanna maim Who are you Did I do that? Is that blood yours? Who's blood is this on my hands? I have to know. Am I the killer? I'd never hurt anyone. Bang You're dead. ---The Anarch--- ============================================================================== If I was dead & you were alive would it be all better Or just different? Or the same? Is this the answer? Or just another question? To ask myself In the end there is only self & not self ---The Anarch ============================================================================== God you abandon me You say I have no faith How can I have faith in you You have not faith in me You leave me hanging on This cross of my construction I hold my hand out It is empty So you look away You only want the strong & I am weak There is no use I am gone to far -The Anarch ============================================================================== violent love ------------ Noses and poses and roses and other such hubwash it's all shit in my book so what do you say to that? Roses are read If they spell things. Violence is blue and black against the back of your head. Nose rings sing to me. Ring around the poses Pocket full of ashes This computer smashes me. -Mogel [HOE] ============================================================================== ßÛÛßÛÜ ÛÛ Ü ÜÛß ÛÛ Ü ÛÛ ÛÛ ÜÜÜ ÜÜÜ ÛÛ Ü ÜÜÜ ÜÜÜ ßßÛÛÜ ÜÜÜ ÛÛ ÜÜÜ ÜÜÜ ÛÛ ÛÛ ÛÛ ßÛÛÜ ßÛÛß ÛÛ ÛÛ ÛÛ ÛÛ ßÛÛ ÛÛ ßÛÛß ÜÛÛ ÛÛ ßÛÛÜ ÛÛ ÛÛ ÛÛ ÛÛ ßÛÛ ÛÛ ÛÛ ÛÛ ÛÛ ÛÛ ÛÛ ÛÛ ÛÛßßßß ßÛÛ ÜÛÛÜÛß ÜÛÛÜ ßÜÜÛß ßÛÜß ÜÛÛ ßÛÜÛß ßÜÜÛß ÜÛÛÜ ßÛÜß ßÛÜÜß ßÜÜÛß ÛÛ Ahead of My Time WHQ 901.642.9290 access 1st call