Souls In Chaos Version 5.00 Copyright 1995 Xar Disclaimer : Some shit that I am too tried to type out again look for it in issue 6.00 I am back , after a long time I spent playing with some parts of mine I have, I come back again to give this world the hate it needs , look at it this way instead of hating someone else you can hate me sounds cool ?? , I don't fucking know. This is going to be the first version of sic in a help file format the ASCII version will be out first then the help file version will be out in a few days time , I know I know I have been saying the same shit all the time , but right now my life is a fucking mess so I don't give a fuck if you cant masturbate without reading Souls in Chaos first. Table of Contents ------------------ 1.1 Where to get Souls in Chaos 1.2 The new web site for souls in chaos 1.3 How to get put on the mailing list 2.1 10 easy steps to kill your self 2.2 10 things that can go wrong while you try to kill your self 2.3 10 bad things that can happen after the 10 things above happen 4.1 Hmmmm just wanted to add in this chapter and checking if you noticed that I skipped from chapter 2 to chapter 4 4.2 Same thing as above 4.3 Don't you give up ?? 4.4 O.K. I will get on with it 5.1 The Chants of Xar 6.1 The end happy ??? 1.1 Where to get Souls in Chaos Where can you get SIC welp there are a few places , the Well Zine Archives have a few issues of SIC , you could also try one of the many sites that have zines on them , I have no freaking idea on how many places SIC is on , if you find a place where they have it then let me know , so that I can upload a new issue when it comes out. 1.2 The new web site for souls in chaos Yes I finally have a www site , its http://www.icon.net/~xar/ , check it out , tell me it sucks because it does , there are issues of SIC on it and a whole lot of other shit , you may love it or hate it depends I don't fucking know .... if any one of you people out there have a www site and want a link from the "Temple of The Dark Lord" (That's what it is called) , tell me about it ,and you will get a link from my www site to yours, god how nice I am ;) 1.3 How to get put on the mailing list God I told you dicks once and now I have to tell you again , just send me mail at xar@icon.net and put I need SIC on the subject field and you will be in the mailing list , that's all no need to write me a letter telling me how much you love SIC , just a simple command , but knowing the average IQ of a person who reads SIC I wonder if anyone of you can read or type for that matter. 2.1 10 easy steps to kill your self 1: Lie down on the rail tracks and wait for a train 2: Book a trip on a airline that does not believe in safety , trust me there are many 3: Get a meat grinder and start from your hand and grind your self , at least then your friends can have your for lunch. 4: Start eating dorm food 5: Use your body as an extension cord to run your computer 6: Go and buy a 500 Watt amplifier and connect the speaker connections to your body and play a godflesh CD , warning in doing this you may damage your amplifier , so don't blame me. 7: Skinny dip in a pool full of piranhas , at least when you go feed the fish 8: Test to see if your oven is big enough for you to fit in and set the temp at like 550 F 9: Tell the pope that he sucks 10: Tell me that SIC sucks There you have it 10 easy steps on how to kill your self , warning I have not tried any one of these wonderful methods so if you don't die read on and find out what can go wrong. 2.2 10 things that can go wrong while you try to kill your self 1: The train don't come , so you don't die , 2: The airline decides to improve safety after 3000 people who took a flight with them died in a crash 3: While you are attempting to use your body as an extension cord , your town has a blackout for 10 days 4: You don't live in a dorm 5: The meat grinder gets fucked up and you only got your hands done .. less meat but more pain 6: The amplifier shorts out and causes a fire and kills everyone in your house except you 7 The piranhas die because you have not had a bath in a year 8: You only manage to bake your legs 9: The pope dies before you tell him 10: I get the message from you when I am stoned out of my skull and can hardly walk 2.3 10 bad things that can happen after the 10 things above happen 1: The train only gets your legs and now your not only not dead but you cant walk back to the tracks to do try it again. 2: They have a crash and the plane hits your house and you still are alive but you have no insurance so you have to starve for the rest of your life. 3: You plug your computer back in and there is a surge that blows your computer 4: You don't get dorm food so you steal some in the process you end up in jail because you got caught stealing the food , and you get butt fucked by all those big men in the pen. 5: You try to get your hand out of the grinder but it wont come out , so you live the rest of you life with it fixed to your hand. 6: The fire in your house burns all your stuff so now you don't have any cash to get another amplifier. 7: The World Wildlife Fund decides to sue you for hurting poor cute little fish 8: Your family decides to have you for dinner 9: The pope dies and they decide to make you the pope 10: I am so stoned that I kill my self because I read your message about how SIC sucks. There you have it .. what can go wrong what can go right , what can happen and what will happen , if you want to commit the act of killing your self then get a fucking gun , and blow your head off , when you go down go down the right way. 5.1 The Chants of Xar Copyright 1995 Kelvin Muthumani <------------ Someone kill this dick Who Am I Rage Rage of my soul Like the things foretold when the seven seals are broken Look into my eyes What do you see Lies , Death and Darkness I have felt the pain few have felt I have seen the curse that god is Created in sin Live in sin For I am the one who cannot see See the lies that were told I wanted few I got none I smile at my pain For I cannot change it Like the ones before me I live in pain For there is nothing but shard's of a lost world In my soul Listen to my words Friends listen to me My words are lies But this world is a lie Chose your paths Chose your life Chose your death Altered destines That you live in In this world there is no hope No joy , no wonder , no love All that are lies that cannot be Thus the words of the son of Lucifer Have been spoken Till your eyes are open May they be blind from the lies Living Like the darkness that darkens my soul My life has become a hell A hell that is on earth Before death that I deserve I have seen hell Why god , why do you let me live Do you want me to suffer Was I wrong in my past lives ? Was I meant to be punished ? Give me death With pain Or give me life With joy That is all I ask Nothing Deeper than the depts. of hell Seeing the light I walked towards it Towards the light Towards the light Scream in rage As the light turns into darkness All I see is nothing All I see is darkness I have nothing more to live for Nothing more Nothing The better one You are better You have the gods above you You have the joys of life You are the one that the angles love You are the one who has all I was nothing I was chaos I was death I was the darkness that you fear Now that I have lost the battle I lay my sword down My eyes bloody with rage My soul burns in anger My life has stooped Curses will not pass my lips Neither will I bow But in this life or the next We will meet Until that day I will lay down the sword of life And wait For you are better than me Spinning world Demon Demon Demon Look at this life of mine The vengeance will be yours The death of life On this day I am nothing Arise like the serpent Arise like the hate that is in my soul Arise like Lucifer who will come again Demon Demon Listen to my cry's I give you now that chance to rule me I give you my life For what it is worth This human you see Is a human no more He is the chaos The they want to escape from The planets will stop spinning As this vow in blood is made That I will have my vengeance For as they say blood is thicker than water 5.1 The fucking end That's all for now people , I don't have the time to write any more I have to try and find out why ants don't talk , as you can see very important research like this must be done to save the world so I leave you to your sorry lives and I hope that you all die very soon ....... Xar