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It corrodes the soul, tearing apart the single metaphysical appendange that can never heal. --- Street corner. GENERIC MALE ACTOR #1 leaning by Steve. GMA#1: You have no money. You have no car. STEVE: Material possessions mean nothing to me. Material possessions bog down the soul from reaching a state of Nirvana, a utopian tranquility with oneself. --- The Forest. By a flowing stream. GENERIC FEMALE ACTRESS #2 and Steve looking out. GFA#2: Isn't it beautiful? STEVE: Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. To me, this world as we know it contains nothing that could justifiably be called aestetically pleasing. GFA#2: But what about this? Isn't this beautiful? Nature is beautiful. STEVE: Mother Earth sucked dry the feeling and emotion in my breast. No, nature is simply beautiful in youth. A facade. Then it ages, and we see the truth, as it withers away and dies. --- On the town. Steve and GENERIC ACTOR #2 GMA#2: Hey buddy, got a match? STEVE: The flame burning deep inside me was smothered long ago by society. Society has pilfered my will and strength to live and left me with its two prized possessions, insignifigance... and remorse. GMA#2: ...Is that a no? --- Living room of a house. GENERIC ACTOR #1 and Steve. GMA#1: Whoo-Hoo! Touchdown! (Goes to Hi-5 Steve) STEVE: Haven't you ever though about whether or not the material world really exists? What if we are simply the puppets of another's show? How do you really KNOW that was a touchdown? Maybe it was a field goal, maybe it was an interception. Some outside force may be using you at their laboratory rat, making you believe that was a touchdown, to further weave their web of illusion upon you. GMA#1: (Getting a tad annoyed) Maybe. STEVE: Exactly. Maybe. Maybe yes, maybe no. We don't know. There is no answer we can conclude. We can only ask more questions, which in turn yield no answers. GMA#1: (Quite annoyed) ...Then WHY ask? STEVE: Exactly! Then why ask any questions at all! We have no formulas, we only have ideas that might have been instilled into our puny minds by outside forces! I think you're finally realizing it all! Life is like a box of chocolates, you either eat them right away and vomit all over your bathroom floor, or you let them melt and become dismembered globs of goo. --- A graveyard. Steve and GENERIC ACTRESS #1 GFA#1: She was so young. STEVE: Death claims everyone someday. Our own private armageddon is always lurking within our shadow. GFA#1: At least she's in a better place. God has mercy on those who deserve it. STEVE: And how are we to be so sure of such a thing? Our weak minds are not capable of fathoming such a colossal idea as higher beings. However, there might not even BE higher beings. Death may be the inevitable end all eternity. (GFA#1 runs off crying) STEVE: How can I help but hurt others, considering the loathing I possess for humanity? (Belltower Sounds) 'tis 2 o'clock and all is lost. Time marches on as it tramples the memories and willpower of ones once brave and strong. --- At home. GENERIC PARENTAL FIGURE #1 Enters, looking annoyed at Steve. GPF#1: (Talking in gibberish, very much "Peanuts"ish) (Points, raises voice, lowers voice, sighs, exits) (All this Time STEVE stares at GPF#1 blankly) STEVE: Even my parents cannot understand where I am coming from. My own flesh and blood, caught up in the rat race. All they want is to make their money, eat their dinner, watch their television, and die peacefully. They have no goals. They have no insight on the world. Just more puppets to the great chain of being, a chain where everyone is on the bottom, and the ultimate evil holds our marionette strings. --- Classroom setting. GENERIC TEACHER #1 and Steve. GT#1: So, class, do you understand the problem? STEVE: I don't understand the point. You could sit here and manipulate this preconceived number system night and day, but it never gets us anywhere. Sure, because of Calculus we might get a person to the moon, but that person will be dead in less than 50 years, have we really accomplished anything? GT#1: Without Mathematics, Steven, our world would not be nearly as technologically advanced as we are. STEVE: Advanced? If our world was as advanced as most people believe it to be, why do we still have such conflicts about racism and hatred and prejudice and land and good and evil and famine and death and the meaning of it all and the uselessness of it all and the pain... GT#1: Steven... (Talking In Peanuts Voice) STEVE: It's hopeless. We're all hopeless. We can't even communicate anymore. We're all falling off the face of sanity and gripping on by one last shread of dental floss. --- Bus Stop. STEVE and Generic Actor #2. GMA#2: So, how's everything going, Steve? STEVE: How's everything going? The world is decaying before our eyes and you have the gall to ask me how it's going? The planet has decided to take a one way trip to oblivion, that's how its going. We are destined to rot in our graves in a matter of moments, at least compared to the entire scheme of things. Our lives are but dust, small, useless, and petty. (GMA#2 Walks away) The worth of my life is a ball of lint. A piece of candy. A token. A popsicle stick. (looks over, notices he left.) --- Outside of Niles North's Auditorium. Steve........... STEVE: When will this eternal torment end. When will the world finally implode like it should have hundreds of years ago. I tried to cry yesterday, but I'm so empty and cold inside I had nothing to sustain the tears. The outside took control of them, freezing them as they slowly made their way barely around my bottom eyelid. Even when I try to feel, all I feel is pain. (Enter GENERIC LEPER BEGGER GUY #1) Leper: (Speaking in Peanut's Gibberish, but doing a snappy job of visually displaying his need of money, his need of food, his need of shelter.) STEVE: And I thought the worst was behind me. But no, they still torture me! I am plagued by idiots. Remove yourself from my presence! You will receive no help from me. I have nothing to give. Everything I valued was ripped from my womb as the thieves ran off, laughing all the way. Leper: (Almost at tears) (gibber gibber) STEVE: I said back off! (Pushes Begger away from him) No, my friend, I have nothing you'd want. Life's a circus, and I'm the peanut vendor. Life's a head of hair, and I'm the lice. Life's a feast, and I'm the tainted meat. Life's a parade, and I'm some ugly unused float. Life's a story, and I'm just the comic relief. Life's a crowd, and I'm the plague. Life's a bowl of cherries, and I'm the pits. Life's a street and I'm a pothole. Life's a chorus, and I'm a b-flat. Life's a Sunrise, and I am the fog. Life's an arcade game, and I'm the quarters slot. Life's a teddy bear, and I'm a seam coming apart. Life's a dictionary, and I'm a page number. Life's a knock knock joke, and I'm the "knock knock?". Life's a band, and I'm the roadie. Life's a telephone, and I'm rotary. Life's a brick of blue cheeze, and I'm the blue stuff. Life's a can of carbonated beverage, and I'm the flip top. Life's a remote control, and I'm the "Made in Japan" sign. Life's a bingo game, and I'm the free space. Life's a walk in the park, and I'm the mugger. Life's a bad actor, and I'm forgotten line. Life's a vacation, and I'm the travelor's check. Life's a new toy, and I'm the shrink wrapping. (as monologue continutes, zoom out, fade out) [�File 05頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰�] [頰頰頰頰�9974 bytes頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰] [頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰Remorse頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰] [頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰�By James Hetfield頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰�] [頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰�04/14/95頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰] [頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰頰�]