--(ho hum)------------------------------------------------------------------ y0lk #78: dat wh0re, by - sinister sheep ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- is there a limit to caring about someone and being obsessed with them? is there? come on motherfucker, is there? yeah, i'm pissed. fuck you. today was your average day. slept till 1:00, she came over at 2:00. as always. we rode around in her car, smoked cigarettes, and listened to the beatles. as always. fuck, i hate the beatles. why she likes them, i know not. she dropped me off at my house around 4:30 because i had to be at work at 5:00. as always. the last thing she said was that she'd come see me at work. "cool," i thought. around 6:30 or 7:00 she walked up to me as i was pushing in shopping carts. yeah, so what, i work at wal-mart as a stockman. think it's funny? fuck you. her friend carly was with her. we all talked for a minute, then she said it was too hot to stand in the parking lot and that she was going to leave. she said to go to her house when i got off at 10:00. cool. even though her carly was with her. fuck, i hate that bitch. the day went on. at 10:30 or so i headed for her house. 20 miles away. what a waste of fucking gas. especially when i arrived she wasn't home. god, she said she would _definitely_ be there. so i drive 5 miles to my house. yeah, i work in another town 12 miles away even though there's a wal-mart in my town. sound stupid? fuck you. i changed, left once again to look for her. sure enough, her car was at favor's apartment. god he's such a pussy. i walked upstairs, casually opened the door and walked on in. they were all sitting around listening to favor play the guitar. what an ego that guy has. think's he's the shit. they were all surprised to see me there, kind of like they didn't want me there. fuck them. not one person said hey to me. just stared at me alot. i followed them out to the roof. i sat and smoked while watching favor try to hit on her. what a dickhead. she was stoned. as always. god, what a fucking burnout she is. she's the only reason i ever even smoked weed. she finally directed a sentence at me. i just said "so?" everyone looked at me really funny then. god, i wanted to leave. in due time, i slipped out the door while the burnouts were laughing at a blacklight or something, only to come back in and get a drink i left there. they were all like, "oh, _you're_ back?" i waved her to come into the other room with me. i asked her if she was fried. then when she told me she was i said something like "thanks a lot for sharing" because she never smokes weed that she buys herself with me. stingy-assed bitch. why should i pay for it all the time? she told me to fuck off. we yelled, screamed, and i finally yelled "yeah, just go suck his dick like you did stefan's" and left. i went outside to her car and got in it. i poured my drink all over her seat. then i took her pack of cigarettes and left. then i drove all the way back to _her_ road and parked off the side and waited. it was 12:02. 12:32 came along and i finally saw her car heading my way. i flashed my lights and flagged her down. i told her i wanted to talk to her. she got out of the car and came to me. i asked her if her ass was wet, and then offered her ciagarettes back. she refused. she got back to her car, i yelled for her again. then asked her what her problem was and why she was being such a bitch. yelling took place for several minutes about nothing in particular. even carly began to yell at me from the car. kara got an umbrella out of her back seat, then hit, well, threatened to hit me with it. more shit was yelled. i yelled at her, carly, and even myself. i know what you're thinking about the previous sentence. fuck you. then she literally _jumped_ in my window and began punching at my face. i caught her arms, pulled her further in, and threatened to kill her. she broke loose, yanked my hair, and carly had the nerve to get out of the car and pull on kara and yell "get off her!" to me. get off _her_?? the bitch was _on me_! she punched more, and i finally got sick of it and punched her in the chest and just began to drive off with her hanging out of the window. she fell, got up, gave me the bird, and off i went, burning my tires on the pavement all the way. what a bitch. i drove and drove. i even scrounged up all the change in my car and actually put $1.34 in my gas tank just so i could avoid having to go home. i came home at like, 3:00 or so. sounds like a boring talke without near enough detail? fuck you. you don't _need_ to know the details. but, does it sound like care or obsession? --(index)------------------------------------------------------------------- .d&$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$&b. $ ## $ title $ author $ $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ $ 01 $ the other white meat $ creed $ $ 02 $ several k-leet hax0rs sittin around a campfire and groovin $ creed $ $ 03 $ nuclear weapons, global destruction, op wars. $ creed $ $ 04 $ a young man, an infant, a yak... all living in sin $ creed $ $ 05 $ household uses for afghanistanian food $ creed $ $ 06 $ pour cement down my anus $ hooch $ $ 07 $ hail santa! $ creed $ $ 08 $ hasidism and sysops - a pair for the nineties? 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YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ME. $ creed $ $ 66 $ how y0lk saved my life (sorta) $ creed $ $ 67 $ shiny nickles, no more TP, and shitty knuckles $ ideal $ $ 68 $ some puppet plays $ phorce $ $ 69 $ "... Hello operator ..." $ mutter $ $ 70 $ i bit my nail, now my finger is bleeding. $ traq $ $ 71 $ battle of the ants $ rage $ $ 72 $ fun on the phone $ ideal $ $ 73 $ yabba-dabba do, scooby-dooby do, and many other mysteries..$ handle $ $ 74 $ i love you as my own mother $ sphrog $ $ 75 $ jamesy and the giant slinky $ jamesy $ $ 76 $ do not fuck with the big and hairy bears $ murmur $ $ 77 $ horror story $ oeb $ $ 78 $ dat wh0re $ s.sheep $ $ "T$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$T" --[infoez]-------------------------------------------------------------------- if you see your name on that chart, you are a y0lk member, whether you like it or not. if you are a y0lk member, you have a y0lk member board, et cetera. phoenix 201 is the official eleet telecom section of y0lk hooch is the stupendous chief shephard of y0lk. phorce is the head samurai of y0lk! beware! mindcrime is an official y0lk member, cuz he's just so damn wacky-ass. heil creed. to get all the rest of the y0lks, ftp to ftp.openix.com /ftp/phorce/y0lk or... call our world headquarters, erebus, at 201-762-1373. k-rad. *or*... look for "y0lkb0t" on irc, efnet. type "@y0lk (number)" for y0lks. _OR_... 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